我的父亲是一个地地道道的农民，一个地地道道的文盲，他没有任何学问可言。在我满月时候，父亲特意请来乡里一个挺出名的算命先生，算知我五行缺金，又因为父亲希望我长大有出息能够跳出穷山村，于是算命先生便给我掐出这样一个名字：金翔。然而，就因为这个名字，我的童年很孤寂，小伙伴们常玩的“打仗”的游戏，是不会让我加入其中的——他们会咬文嚼字般地称：金——翔，今天要投降，多不吉利呀!于是就把我一个孤零零地晾在一旁。
My father is a farmer, an illiterate, and he has no knowledge.. Full moon in my time, my father specially invited the village a very famous fortune teller, too know me five for lack of gold, and because the father wanted me to grow up promising to jump out of the poor mountain village, and fortune teller then to pinch me out of such a name: Jinxiang. However, because of the name, my childhood was lonely, the guy with who often play "war" of the game is won't let me join them - they will chew like said: gold - Xiang, today to surrender, the more unlucky ah! He left me a solitary hanging on the side.
那种感受父亲是顾及不到的。也不知道是没进一天学堂，还是成天忙于繁重的农活却仍无法脱离贫因，而造成他长年阴沉着脸和暴躁的性情，加上那望子成龙的心切，便构成他对我独特的管教方式——娃儿的出息是骂出来打出来的!而我对父亲的恨，也正是在这一次次的领教中，不断加剧加深——尽管我的学习成绩应验了他那句全村闻名的“至理名言”。
The feeling that the father was not.. Do not know is not into a day school, or are busy all day long heavy farm work is still unable to escape because of poor, caused by he spent years with a sullen face and irascible temperament, and the expectations of eager, form he on my unique way of disciplining wanderers ambition is called playing out! And I hate father is in the experience of this time and time again, the increasing deepening, although my grades fulfilled his sentence in the village famous "wisdom".
当接到大学录取通知书的那天，我一口气冲上山顶，哭了，不是为自己十年寒窗所获的美好前途，成为全村羡慕的第一个大学生，而是为自己终于可以脱离父亲的管制，实现不想见到他的梦想!
When received a university admission notice of the day I breath rushed on the top of the mountain, cry, not for their own bided received the promise and become the first college in the village envy, but he can finally escape his father controls, do not want to see his dream!
上大学的前两年，我没有回过一次家，没有认真给父亲写出一封信，就连每次收到他托人寄来的生活费，我也只是应付性地写上“钱已收到，勿挂念”的类似短语。因为父亲没有学问，写信他也不认识。直到大三那年，直到父亲托人给写来一封信时，我的灵魂和良知才受到一次强烈的震撼。
University two years ago, I did not return home, not seriously to his father to write a letter, even each received his trustee to send living expenses, I just manage to write "the money has been received, don't miss the similar phrase. Because his father had no knowledge, he did not know. Until the age of three, when the father trustee to write a letter, my soul and conscience was a strong shock.
信是父亲找上初中的小侄子写来的，没有什么要紧事，只是问我好不好而已。可信写了满满几页，小侄子详细地讲明父亲来信的原因，说父亲晚上做了一个梦：梦见自己吃馍，拿起来刚咬一口，两颗大牙就莫名其妙地没了，一看呢，馍上有一片血红，牙都粘在上面......惊醒之后，父亲便再也睡不着了。于是天刚亮就找小侄子写信。而这一切呢，仅仅因为老家传着一种说法，说是梦见大牙掉是要死亲人的。而父亲首先想到的是他离家在外求学的儿子。
The letter is the father found a junior high school nephew wrote, nothing important thing, just ask me good or not. Trusted to write full pages, little nephew in detail to explain in a letter from my father, said father night had a dream: the dream of their own to eat steamed, picked up just a bite and two teeth on the inexplicably gone, a look at it, steamed with a piece of red blood, teeth are sticky at the top... Waked after, his father would never sleep. So the day just light to find a letter to nephew. And all this, just because the home with a saying, that is the dream of death is off their teeth. The father thought first of his son who went away from home to study.
读到这里，我对迷信的父亲的所举，报以嗤之以鼻，甚至愤然。最后，小侄子讲了一个令他惊讶不解的事，说就在他铺开纸，提笔欲写时，却一时记不起我的大名，结果遭到父亲的训斥：“亏你狗崽子念了这么多书，记性也恁赖，叫——金翔!”“金——祥”于是小侄子一边念叨一边写在纸上。“写错了!写错了......”小侄子说当时父亲望着他刚写下的名字大声喊到，紧接着，他从手里夺过笔，在纸硬邦邦地写下“金翔”两个字后，讷讷地告诉他：“我这一辈子只识这两个字!这就是我全部的学问......”小倒子说他当时惊讶得说不出话来，他说，要知道，全村人都知道二爷他老人家一字不识，包括他自己的名字呀!
Read here, my father said to superstition, a sniff at, even angrily. Finally, little nephew told a thing surprised him puzzled, said in his unfolds the paper, pen wants to write, but temporarily can't remember my name, was the result of his father's rebuke: Kui you son of a bitch to read so many books, memory and Nen Lai, called -- Jinxiang! "" gold - Xiang "so little nephew while talking about the side to write on a piece of paper. "Wrong! Wrong......" little nephew said when he looked at he had just written the name shouted, immediately, he seized the pen from his hand. In a stiff piece of writing "Jinxiang" two words, Nene told him: "I this life only know these two words! This is all my knowledge..." small son said he was surprised to say a word to, he said, you know, the village people all know putting his old illiterate, including his own name ah!
那一刻，我双手捧着书信，朝着家乡，轰然跪下，泪水潸然。
At that moment, my hands holding letters, toward home, crashing down, tears surge.
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